I Got Your Hero…

There are few things in this world I absolutely I hate.

I should probably hate many more things than I do.  Given my life experiences….A LOT.

I’ve been raped at least four times, one of those included a gang bang, and the last time I was raped,  it was sodomy.  I WAS ASS-RAPED.

I have been kidnapped twice, once by my father, when I eighteen months old, and once by a strung-out junkie when I was in my mid-twenties.

I have EVERY FUCKING REASON TO HATE….but I don’t.

I do, however, hate, with the fiery-hot passion of a thousand dying suns, PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVENESS AND SARCASM.

I especially hate sarcasm when it’s perpetrated by someone who makes a good show of being sweet-as-pie, because it is expected, or because they “have to”, but inside, they are seething with whatever it is inside their mind and heart, which produces sarcasm.

I do not know too much about sarcasm manufacturing, because I am usually never passive-aggressive, sarcastic, or facetious.

I say what I mean and I mean what I say.  Period.

Now, don’t get me wrong, I can be passive-aggressive with the best of them….I just don’t like to operate in that fashion…It makes me feel like a lying coward with a pussy for a face.

Plus, everyone these days is sarcastic and I hate doing what everyone else does.

I AM a hero and I never was a zero…at least a zero in the way that sarcastic-ass, mean-ass human beings mean….I AM a zero in the sense of INFINITY and IMMORTALITY…but that’s it.

Being truthful makes for a very lonely life.

 

http://video.foxnews.com/v/1997507143001/free-speech-debate-over-offensive-christmas-lights/#sp=show-clips

 

6 comments

  1. Wow! What a strong and courageous woman you are. I would be filled with so much hate, it wouldn’t be funny. You are most definitely a true hero. I’ve been through half of that, just different trauma, and I’m a hot mess. I am working on it, however, because I’m determined to turn it all around before I die. Sure hope I have enough time for that, trying my damnedest, though. You are truly an inspiration to me. Hope the rest of your day treats you well.
    Peace,
    Tammy:)

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