Neural Pathways

I wanna write about how fucking depressed I am,  but I’ve been spending the last 4 years trying diligently to create new neural pathways and while I have been successful at that I have not had success at destroying the old pathways so my neurons must
be running both circuits and so out my mouth/mind comes:  “I am depressed, I hate myself,  fuck my life”, and then the new neural pathways make me respond to myself,  “No,  I am happy, I am worthy and everything is GOOD”….

I got off drugs for this?

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